My Apologies

At the time of writing, I am 43 years and 2 months old. There are four people to whom I feel that I owe an apology. What If I do not get up

Brother

Dear venky, I still remember, you asked me to tell our father that I am interested in football so that we can get a football boots and we can share. I declined. I did not turn up for football selection for school team. While playing, in the eager to win, I acted over enthusiastically and I broke your hand. The list goes on. While bro code exist, I think I should have supported you more.

Sister

Harini, we both were studying togather in a government school. When father shifted only myself to a convent, I should have resisted. I should have continued in government school with you to support yourself. Even as you grew up, I did not support you well when you were looking to study more and not to get married.

Stranger

Still remember on one fine day in a MMTS train from Secundrabad to Lingampally. Due to lack of time, I did not get a ticket. I told another person also the same and he too didnot buy it. Unluckily on that day, he was caught by the TTE. He looked at me and i hung my head in shame. It would have been a great humiliation for him.

Parents

You gave all your love. But somehow, I think I did not pay you back enough to take care of you. While everyone takes their parents to USA or tours, I underestimated your aspirations and desirs.

Wife

To my wife, Krithika. I am saying lot of advance apologies too. In the past too, I have been overtly harsh to you many time. I was never a lively partner and husband you wished to have.

Myself

I did not back my instincts in my personal life. I refused to believe that I can live with my choices and tried to fit myself in.